Last night after everyone went to bed I had some quiet time. I know what you are thinking, I am at home during the day what do I need quiet time at night for. Well here's the thing =) during the day, yes, I have quiet time but it's different it's spent applying for jobs, cleaning, preforming surgery on stuffed animals - etc. So at night time when everyone is asleep it gives me time to think and just clear my head. Last night I thought about where I am spiritually. It's funny because people often think because your husband is on that Pastoral staff that it makes you SUPER SPIRITUAL. HA!!! I wish it was an automatic thing. I have been raised in church and I know all that God can do. I just think some times when you are going through things that you "forget" how big the God you serve is.
Last week I stressed, cried and tried to just figure it all out. I told myself NO MORE!!! I am not going to do that anymore. The last 4 of 5 weeks I would be practically cry on my way to work because of how mean my boss was and how bad I didn't want to go in and deal with her. I told someone today it was almost like last night I had a check in my spirit. Here God is giving me a chance to get away from all of that negativity and I am stressing over it???? I thought about everything that I have faced in life and decided I am going to really just focus on my family... focus on all of the things I have wanted to do and just haven't had time to, apply for those jobs that I would really LOVE to have and I am going to be thankful for every little moment that I have at home to take care of my kids the way I have always wanted to. I am thankful for all of the little things.
Today after I picked up the girls it was SNOW CONE DAY!!!! The girls have been looking forward to this since last week =) So this morning the girls made sure I remembered when I picked them up that I PROMISED they could have a snow cone =) We walked over and stood in line and it was as if I was giving them the world =) we started walking towards the house and the girls said I was the BEST mommy ever!! I know its because I gave them a snow cone but just let me soak it all in ok??? =)
I made a whole bunch of soccer accessories some headbands for my niece and just really enjoyed my day doing some things around the house. All and all today was a great day =)
Ohhhhh and before I forget I will be opening up my shop tomorrow if you want to place an order. =) you can go to www.classycreationsbykristy.weebly.com or click (here)
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